I honestly miss me sometimes. I go around imagining how the old me would be these days and if there would have been chances for him to survive. I also explain to myself that I sometimes want some things as much as I used to, that I still fear horror films inhumanly terribly when I’m on my own, that I have the same abiding passions for some people, some places and some sounds. That those things I used to want, those fears that still possess me and those passions that never die probably mean I’m still the same at heart.
At other times I don’t miss me so much. I find the old me dull and gloomy and abnormally puerile and so very broken for no apparent reason or for functional convenience. Now I wonder if being unable to feel can be equated to strength.
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I doubt you are unable to feel. Actually, your post states that u are not unable to feel (the same abiding passions).
ResponderEliminarYou've changed. It happens. Generally as a consequence of going through life.
Don't let people tell u they don't like the new you. They probably helped create it. And the old you is also very much the old you.
Do you like the new you? Depending on your answer, try to keep him or change him, all the while letting him breathe... because he is you, right? He will most probably eventually change too.